Blog written in Chinese words is more interesting

Seriously i think blog written in Chinese is more interesting & nice to read, is that because I am Chinese Educated?

Chinese words are simple and easy to understand. Every word include a lot of "Feeling" inside... Hahaha... very "kua zhang"?

Erm... maybe because I like to write a lot of words, I found out my blog actually seems like very BORING & there are TOO MANY words until dun feel like wanna read further more... So, we need a lot of pictures to make it interesting (which i am lazy to do it)

So, frankly speaking I don't think ppl like to read my blog also...

Things is different with Chinese written blog... I found out that without all those interesting pictures, it can be still very interesting! At least whenever I read my friend's blod (in chinese words). I will read it all although the whole post is very very long & without picture...

What do you think?

Exam coming soon

Oh my god... My 1st session of study is officially over... I register for my exam next month 15th & 29th...
For the past few revision, I realise that actually I don't know what is my lecturer talking about especially on the middle to last few chapters... Not saying that he is not good, just that I still haven't done my revision to that chapters so I really don't get him... Sorry about that...
I really need to catch up & do my notes ASAP coz thats the ONLY way I know what it is all about... I found out it is really a dizzy for me because the lecturer keep "JUMPING" here & there in the lectures...
Buck up FOO YIN JEK!

Satisfaction... Again

It is not easy, to find a person that loves you, cares about you, helps you no matter what happens and even know what is going on your mind...
I should tresure this person, am I?
Why I am still so narrow minded about the "NOT GOOD", no one is perfect, correct?
As long as the GOOD part covers it, should be fine enough, is it?
You are good enough, until I know I can't barely find another person like you in this whole world. No one is perfect, even me.
I don't know what will happen next, in our future...
It is really like a Needle in my heart, & I have no courage to take it out as it is too painful. All i can do is just let it be, at least it won't hurts if nobody touches it.
Maybe we will lead to a beutiful & happiness life? OR ended up in separate way? I hope we can hold hands and walk side by side until to the end of our life...Can we?
I am really struggle...I am silly, I am narrow minded, I am selfish, I am truly not like it... But what can I do? I can't even do a thing... I can't do anything to change because there are no turning back... All I can do is choose to continue, or choose to let go...
Continue? to bare the things that I don't like?
Let go? to bare all the love & hardship I had given?
I don't even feel like want to choose & I can't keep on complaning the same thing over and over again coz I know this is a pressure to you. I can't even tell others what am I going through, this is fustrating me...
Life is like a gamble... You put in your money, 1 is win, another is lose...
Don't gamble? then you can be a "lou gu poh", buy a "lou gu poh" house & live with all the same kind of ppl...