Oh my god... My 1st session of study is officially over... I register for my exam next month 15th & 29th...
For the past few revision, I realise that actually I don't know what is my lecturer talking about especially on the middle to last few chapters... Not saying that he is not good, just that I still haven't done my revision to that chapters so I really don't get him... Sorry about that...
I really need to catch up & do my notes ASAP coz thats the ONLY way I know what it is all about... I found out it is really a dizzy for me because the lecturer keep "JUMPING" here & there in the lectures...
Buck up FOO YIN JEK!
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
Satisfaction... Again
It is not easy, to find a person that loves you, cares about you, helps you no matter what happens and even know what is going on your mind...
I should tresure this person, am I?
Why I am still so narrow minded about the "NOT GOOD", no one is perfect, correct?
As long as the GOOD part covers it, should be fine enough, is it?
You are good enough, until I know I can't barely find another person like you in this whole world. No one is perfect, even me.
I don't know what will happen next, in our future...
It is really like a Needle in my heart, & I have no courage to take it out as it is too painful. All i can do is just let it be, at least it won't hurts if nobody touches it.
Maybe we will lead to a beutiful & happiness life? OR ended up in separate way? I hope we can hold hands and walk side by side until to the end of our life...Can we?
I am really struggle...I am silly, I am narrow minded, I am selfish, I am truly not like it... But what can I do? I can't even do a thing... I can't do anything to change because there are no turning back... All I can do is choose to continue, or choose to let go...
Continue? to bare the things that I don't like?
Let go? to bare all the love & hardship I had given?
I don't even feel like want to choose & I can't keep on complaning the same thing over and over again coz I know this is a pressure to you. I can't even tell others what am I going through, this is fustrating me...
Life is like a gamble... You put in your money, 1 is win, another is lose...
Don't gamble? then you can be a "lou gu poh", buy a "lou gu poh" house & live with all the same kind of ppl...
I should tresure this person, am I?
Why I am still so narrow minded about the "NOT GOOD", no one is perfect, correct?
As long as the GOOD part covers it, should be fine enough, is it?
You are good enough, until I know I can't barely find another person like you in this whole world. No one is perfect, even me.
I don't know what will happen next, in our future...
It is really like a Needle in my heart, & I have no courage to take it out as it is too painful. All i can do is just let it be, at least it won't hurts if nobody touches it.
Maybe we will lead to a beutiful & happiness life? OR ended up in separate way? I hope we can hold hands and walk side by side until to the end of our life...Can we?
I am really struggle...I am silly, I am narrow minded, I am selfish, I am truly not like it... But what can I do? I can't even do a thing... I can't do anything to change because there are no turning back... All I can do is choose to continue, or choose to let go...
Continue? to bare the things that I don't like?
Let go? to bare all the love & hardship I had given?
I don't even feel like want to choose & I can't keep on complaning the same thing over and over again coz I know this is a pressure to you. I can't even tell others what am I going through, this is fustrating me...
Life is like a gamble... You put in your money, 1 is win, another is lose...
Don't gamble? then you can be a "lou gu poh", buy a "lou gu poh" house & live with all the same kind of ppl...
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Certified Accounting Technician (CAT)
I start my study for this diploma since 1st July 2009. It is really tiring... Not tired about need to study all the time, is the matter about I didn't get enough sleep...
This course got 9 papers, every paper takes 2 months time to study, 3 hours a day, 2 days a week.
Since I got the scholarship, I need to finish the whole course & pass the exams in 1.5 years. Meaning that, I have to take 2 paper every semester...
T1 - Every Wed & Fri,
T2 - Every Mon & Thur,
the time is 6.45pm to 9.45pm.
Every morning I have to get up at 6.00am, take bath, eat breakfast and take bus at 7.10am.
Start work at 8.00am and off work at 5.30pm
Then now I have to take bus to the academy (very near by like 5 to 6 bus stops distance), eat my dinner. Usually when I finish my dinner & went up to my class, the time is 6.20pm like that... By that time, I am totally in SLEEPING mode as you know, after dinner ppl will get lazy, plus the air-cond... Shiok if that is my house...
Actually I am still ok with the study, everything I understand... Just that when it comes to 9.45pm, I am already like dead meat (usually I will drink red bull to keep up & focus)
The time I reached home, take bath then prepare for tomorrow text book... It's already 11pm...
Sleeping time = 11.00pm to 6.00am IS NOT ENOUGH for me! I am the person who needs 8 hours sleeping time everyday!
The lecturer teaches 1 chapter everyday using the notes he gave... When I take out the notebook to do the revision yesterday, I found out that in the 3 hours teaching for 1 chapter everyday, it covers 35 pages in my text book! Wow... He is sure fast because he only take out the most important part in the text book...
So, every Saturday I spend 3 hours , Sunday about 8 hours to revised all the chapter he teaches in that week and take my own notes... Barely have my own time! Don't even try to mention about going out! NO TIME!
I dunno when I will be going crazy like this
NOT ENOUGH SLEEP + NO TIME = 100% Mentally Not Stable
Luckily my bf is really really sweet... He come to fetch me every night after school, buy chicken tonic for me... This is what makes me STAY UP.
KEEP UP foo yin jek!
This course got 9 papers, every paper takes 2 months time to study, 3 hours a day, 2 days a week.
Since I got the scholarship, I need to finish the whole course & pass the exams in 1.5 years. Meaning that, I have to take 2 paper every semester...
T1 - Every Wed & Fri,
T2 - Every Mon & Thur,
the time is 6.45pm to 9.45pm.
Every morning I have to get up at 6.00am, take bath, eat breakfast and take bus at 7.10am.
Start work at 8.00am and off work at 5.30pm
Then now I have to take bus to the academy (very near by like 5 to 6 bus stops distance), eat my dinner. Usually when I finish my dinner & went up to my class, the time is 6.20pm like that... By that time, I am totally in SLEEPING mode as you know, after dinner ppl will get lazy, plus the air-cond... Shiok if that is my house...
Actually I am still ok with the study, everything I understand... Just that when it comes to 9.45pm, I am already like dead meat (usually I will drink red bull to keep up & focus)
The time I reached home, take bath then prepare for tomorrow text book... It's already 11pm...
Sleeping time = 11.00pm to 6.00am IS NOT ENOUGH for me! I am the person who needs 8 hours sleeping time everyday!
The lecturer teaches 1 chapter everyday using the notes he gave... When I take out the notebook to do the revision yesterday, I found out that in the 3 hours teaching for 1 chapter everyday, it covers 35 pages in my text book! Wow... He is sure fast because he only take out the most important part in the text book...
So, every Saturday I spend 3 hours , Sunday about 8 hours to revised all the chapter he teaches in that week and take my own notes... Barely have my own time! Don't even try to mention about going out! NO TIME!
I dunno when I will be going crazy like this
NOT ENOUGH SLEEP + NO TIME = 100% Mentally Not Stable
Luckily my bf is really really sweet... He come to fetch me every night after school, buy chicken tonic for me... This is what makes me STAY UP.
KEEP UP foo yin jek!
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Some people never learn to appreciate
I'm really fed up to see some people never learn to appreciate...
It seems like they are "SUPPOSE TO" being care and loved. They really don't know that when another people care about you, he/she is trying to do all he can just to make you happy, then why are you keep let your temper out to somebody that is really trying to make you happy?
It really breaks my heart to see that after all the hardship & effort, what comes back is that bad temper saying that "You are BAD! You are not good to me!" Wow... what for we try so hard to pleased you? to give you what you want? Is that the reward we can get?
Hello, is it COMPULSORY that everybody in the whole world do things to pleased you? Did you do the same to treat the person who had treated you nice? What did you do?
All the small small things they do for you... Have you seen it?
The breakfast he prepared, every morning... without complaining how early he woke up to prepare...
The present he bought, every special days... without letting you know how hard the money earns & how he save all those money just to buy the things you love, walk up & down to search...
The holidays... trying to give you a happy holiday even though Sunday is the only day which can rest, even not feeling well...
The food... bring you to air-cond places to eat when you are complaining the weather is HOT, knowing that air-cond place is expensive
Always know what you love, what you like...
Do you aware all of this? Do you say thank you? Do you know what he likes, what he loved? Does he ever ask you to buy something for him? Does he ask for present?
So, before everyone of you wanna get mad of another person... THINK... what is all the good things he had done for you... Try to put down your anger, listen & see what can you do to make him happy also... Thats all I ask for...
It seems like they are "SUPPOSE TO" being care and loved. They really don't know that when another people care about you, he/she is trying to do all he can just to make you happy, then why are you keep let your temper out to somebody that is really trying to make you happy?
It really breaks my heart to see that after all the hardship & effort, what comes back is that bad temper saying that "You are BAD! You are not good to me!" Wow... what for we try so hard to pleased you? to give you what you want? Is that the reward we can get?
Hello, is it COMPULSORY that everybody in the whole world do things to pleased you? Did you do the same to treat the person who had treated you nice? What did you do?
All the small small things they do for you... Have you seen it?
The breakfast he prepared, every morning... without complaining how early he woke up to prepare...
The present he bought, every special days... without letting you know how hard the money earns & how he save all those money just to buy the things you love, walk up & down to search...
The holidays... trying to give you a happy holiday even though Sunday is the only day which can rest, even not feeling well...
The food... bring you to air-cond places to eat when you are complaining the weather is HOT, knowing that air-cond place is expensive
Always know what you love, what you like...
Do you aware all of this? Do you say thank you? Do you know what he likes, what he loved? Does he ever ask you to buy something for him? Does he ask for present?
So, before everyone of you wanna get mad of another person... THINK... what is all the good things he had done for you... Try to put down your anger, listen & see what can you do to make him happy also... Thats all I ask for...
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Malay staff at my workplace
I got 1 Malay colleague at my workplace. He is the supervisor, no no no, He WAS the supervisor of all the servicing technician. He works for the company over 8 years already.
Lately, we found out that the diesel bill for his vehicle went up RIDICULOUSLY. $800++ for May.
Our company got 3 vehicles. 2 lorries & 1 van. For our company policy, drivers CANNOT drive the vehicle back but for some special reason (i think maybe he work long enough), he can drive back the van every weekend. Even though we know he drive the van back during weekdays, we didn't say anything to him as we take it as HE KNOWS WHAT HE IS DOING but seems that he is obviously NOT.
Monthly diesel expenses for both lorries about 300 to 400 plus depends on our schedule. How can he use up to 800++ for a van? We question him, but he deny everything! He said sometimes we gave him so many works untuil he have to work OT so he drive back, the van makan minyak, sometimes he goes to see football... bla bla bla...
So, my boss decided to gave him a chance. YOU STILL CAN DRIVE BACK THE VEHICLE, I"LL MONITOR THE METER FOR THE VEHICLE FOR THIS MONTH.
So, I got additional job since 8th June 2009. Record the meter for 3 vehicles every morning.
Mon (8 June 2009) : Lorry A - 104km, Lorry B - 63km, Van - 163km
Tue (9 June 2009) : Lorry A - 79km, Lorry B - 53km, Van - 165km
Wed (10 June 2009) : Lorry A - 73km, Lorry B - 100km, Van - 238km
Thur (11 June 2009) : Lorry A - 81km, Lorry B - 82km, Van - 187km
Fri (12 June 2009) : Lorry A - 73km, Lorry B - 82km, Van - 301km
Sat (13 June 2009) : Lorry A - 37km, Lorry B - 42km, Van - 240km
Please take note that Saturday we only work half day.
Crazy is it? Actually for his vehicle I do special record on my boss request. I record the meter when he came back late evening and again on the next morning so I know how far he travel after in & working time. (W - working time ; O - off work time)
Mon : W - 72km ; O - 91km
Tue : W - 50km ; O - 115km
Wed : W & O - 238km (Didn't manage to record late afternoon because he work OT)
Thur: W - 72km ; O - 115km
Fri : W - 136km ; O - 165km
He really pig head! Your boss already told you we will record your meter everyday & YOU KNOW IT! why are you still so stupid? STOP for a while lar! Really wonder what is in his brain you know? STUPID like hell!
Immediately my boss stop him from driving back the van on Saturday, he still stupidly ask my boss why (he said my boss promise him to observe him for 1 month, now just 1 week)... Walauwei.... Really funny man....
Monday he didn't came for work, we can't contact him also. SURPRISINGLY when I record the meter for the van, it goes up to 240km even though we only work half day on Saturday & the time he came back he already pass us the key.
HE GOT DUPLICATE KEY & use the van even we already ask him NOT TO!
Today is wednesday we still can't find him (neither his family)...
Lately, we found out that the diesel bill for his vehicle went up RIDICULOUSLY. $800++ for May.
Our company got 3 vehicles. 2 lorries & 1 van. For our company policy, drivers CANNOT drive the vehicle back but for some special reason (i think maybe he work long enough), he can drive back the van every weekend. Even though we know he drive the van back during weekdays, we didn't say anything to him as we take it as HE KNOWS WHAT HE IS DOING but seems that he is obviously NOT.
Monthly diesel expenses for both lorries about 300 to 400 plus depends on our schedule. How can he use up to 800++ for a van? We question him, but he deny everything! He said sometimes we gave him so many works untuil he have to work OT so he drive back, the van makan minyak, sometimes he goes to see football... bla bla bla...
So, my boss decided to gave him a chance. YOU STILL CAN DRIVE BACK THE VEHICLE, I"LL MONITOR THE METER FOR THE VEHICLE FOR THIS MONTH.
So, I got additional job since 8th June 2009. Record the meter for 3 vehicles every morning.
Mon (8 June 2009) : Lorry A - 104km, Lorry B - 63km, Van - 163km
Tue (9 June 2009) : Lorry A - 79km, Lorry B - 53km, Van - 165km
Wed (10 June 2009) : Lorry A - 73km, Lorry B - 100km, Van - 238km
Thur (11 June 2009) : Lorry A - 81km, Lorry B - 82km, Van - 187km
Fri (12 June 2009) : Lorry A - 73km, Lorry B - 82km, Van - 301km
Sat (13 June 2009) : Lorry A - 37km, Lorry B - 42km, Van - 240km
Please take note that Saturday we only work half day.
Crazy is it? Actually for his vehicle I do special record on my boss request. I record the meter when he came back late evening and again on the next morning so I know how far he travel after in & working time. (W - working time ; O - off work time)
Mon : W - 72km ; O - 91km
Tue : W - 50km ; O - 115km
Wed : W & O - 238km (Didn't manage to record late afternoon because he work OT)
Thur: W - 72km ; O - 115km
Fri : W - 136km ; O - 165km
He really pig head! Your boss already told you we will record your meter everyday & YOU KNOW IT! why are you still so stupid? STOP for a while lar! Really wonder what is in his brain you know? STUPID like hell!
Immediately my boss stop him from driving back the van on Saturday, he still stupidly ask my boss why (he said my boss promise him to observe him for 1 month, now just 1 week)... Walauwei.... Really funny man....
Monday he didn't came for work, we can't contact him also. SURPRISINGLY when I record the meter for the van, it goes up to 240km even though we only work half day on Saturday & the time he came back he already pass us the key.
HE GOT DUPLICATE KEY & use the van even we already ask him NOT TO!
Today is wednesday we still can't find him (neither his family)...
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Mister, don't spit on the bus!
This morning as usual I take bus to work. A man aboard, take the seat beside my row. I am terribly angry when I see him spit on the bus!
Not once, at least 6 times spitting on the bus in 5 minutes time! How awful is that! I can't imagine, if he alight at the last stop, the place will be fully filled by his spit! How dirty is that! How on earth other ppl dare to take that seat when they see that??
I can't take it anymore! I took out a packet of tissue paper inside my bag, pass to him & said, "Mr Please DON'T spit on the bus, wipe it off!"
Then he took the tissue paper & wipe it off. Terrible man!
Next time if I see him spit again, I won't give him tissue paper anymore. I will go downstairs, inform the bus captain," bus captain, you got a passenger spitting on the bus, go give him a fine $500"
Not once, at least 6 times spitting on the bus in 5 minutes time! How awful is that! I can't imagine, if he alight at the last stop, the place will be fully filled by his spit! How dirty is that! How on earth other ppl dare to take that seat when they see that??
I can't take it anymore! I took out a packet of tissue paper inside my bag, pass to him & said, "Mr Please DON'T spit on the bus, wipe it off!"
Then he took the tissue paper & wipe it off. Terrible man!
Next time if I see him spit again, I won't give him tissue paper anymore. I will go downstairs, inform the bus captain," bus captain, you got a passenger spitting on the bus, go give him a fine $500"
Friday, April 24, 2009
Jack Neo sucks!
Today I read the newspaper, the so call "famous director" = Uncle Jack Neo saids that Singapore's Government keep "scaring" local residences that how bad the economy is....
Halo uncle! You think you are "Dai Gor" No.2? On & off make some nonsense opinion so that you can squeeze in the newspaper? Oh please!
Government is giving us the status of the economy right now. What's wrong about that? It is good enough for the government to advise us to manage our own financial carefully.
You don't like the way they said? Then go overseas and then try to beat other international director lar! Why still stay here if you think the government is not good enough?
Don't always act like you are a "famous director" so you can talk so "YAYA PAPAYA" & even try to mimic Mr. Jackie Chan who is also saids some very funny opinion to let people think you both are "wu liao"....
Halo uncle! You think you are "Dai Gor" No.2? On & off make some nonsense opinion so that you can squeeze in the newspaper? Oh please!
Government is giving us the status of the economy right now. What's wrong about that? It is good enough for the government to advise us to manage our own financial carefully.
You don't like the way they said? Then go overseas and then try to beat other international director lar! Why still stay here if you think the government is not good enough?
Don't always act like you are a "famous director" so you can talk so "YAYA PAPAYA" & even try to mimic Mr. Jackie Chan who is also saids some very funny opinion to let people think you both are "wu liao"....
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