It is not easy, to find a person that loves you, cares about you, helps you no matter what happens and even know what is going on your mind...
I should tresure this person, am I?
Why I am still so narrow minded about the "NOT GOOD", no one is perfect, correct?
As long as the GOOD part covers it, should be fine enough, is it?
You are good enough, until I know I can't barely find another person like you in this whole world. No one is perfect, even me.
I don't know what will happen next, in our future...
It is really like a Needle in my heart, & I have no courage to take it out as it is too painful. All i can do is just let it be, at least it won't hurts if nobody touches it.
Maybe we will lead to a beutiful & happiness life? OR ended up in separate way? I hope we can hold hands and walk side by side until to the end of our life...Can we?
I am really struggle...I am silly, I am narrow minded, I am selfish, I am truly not like it... But what can I do? I can't even do a thing... I can't do anything to change because there are no turning back... All I can do is choose to continue, or choose to let go...
Continue? to bare the things that I don't like?
Let go? to bare all the love & hardship I had given?
I don't even feel like want to choose & I can't keep on complaning the same thing over and over again coz I know this is a pressure to you. I can't even tell others what am I going through, this is fustrating me...
Life is like a gamble... You put in your money, 1 is win, another is lose...
Don't gamble? then you can be a "lou gu poh", buy a "lou gu poh" house & live with all the same kind of ppl...
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