Problems to settle

Last night I have my night class, as usual... But I go back early, very early because I don't have a habit to stay in the revision class. I know I can't do this especially in these 3 papers as it is super difficult, a lot of calculation, formula, what is the steps... haih...

So, when I am on the way back, I started to think... I need a solution, working + studying are definately tiring, but I need to think of a way to pull up myself into the study.

I have no problem in my work, it is rather easy for me. But for studying, I am facing a problem. HUGE one. I seems to forget everything that I had read. Begining of June is the exam, which is a month plus from now. I don't think so I can managed to finish it by that time...

Hmm... I am quite confuse now... What can I do?

I plan to start to revise this coming weekend, but I got a Birthday party to attend on Sunday. Haih... so much activities is a burden also... hahaha....

No matter how, I can do it! & I will do it! (Because I don't want to waste my UK$144 for the re-exam fee + wait for another half year for the re-exam to come)

Busy Days...

Since last week till today, my life was totally UP_SIDE_DOWN

Work is terribly busy, Having a whole new 3 years contract with 1 of the government body which the person in charge is super FUSSY... Everything needs to change NEW makes everybody busy...

Study is a mess also... Super boring lecture also makes me NUTS! It was just like 3 lines of question but 2 pages of answer... A lot of formulas to remember...

Taxation saying Statutory Income, Wear & Tear Allowance, Depreaciation...

Accounting procedure saying Partnership Dissolution, Share Issues...

I think I need a bigger head... or bigger brain...

Sometimes I really feel like "Why are we doing such a difficult things to ourself?"
To upgrade? for money? (Of course)
To get a better propective? for money? (What else)

Life is so cruel, you need to squeeze your brain out & facing with those people, smiling to them just for waiting the month end salary... Suddenly feel like "really hope I can be like those who are enjoy their work, wants to work everyday... At least they enjoy it"

Especially when you have not enough time, like me. 2 months away from exam... Sounds still far but when you look at the model exam, you know it is definately not enough time! God!

Makes me suddenly felt like "Just marry to a man (better rich one) then stay home cooking, shopping, chit chating" (Foo Yin Jek become soo useless) Need to depends on husband... Haih... Speechless...

Going for a holiday at East Coast Chalet...

I am HaPpY! HaPpY! HaPpY!

March 27 & 28 is spending my weekend at East Coast Seaside, staying in a chalet...
The chalet is NOT good & expensive... but since all other BETTER & CHEAPER chalets are all fully booked until end of May, I have no choice... But overall, I feel really happy that I'll spend my weekend by the seaside...

Will be having a BBQ at Sat Night, Yes!!!

Hoping that I would be able to wake up very early on the next day so I can see the sun rise!

Talking about seaside... Sea is my most favourite place! I always hope I can own a small house by the seaside, so that I can catch seafood whenever i like, can walk by the sea... watch the sun rise & sun set... feel the sea breeze... Nicee.....

The next thing that makes me very happy is... I AM GOING FOR S.H.E CONCERT on 17 Apr!!! It was super happy & super crazy because why u know? I actually notice about their concert on early of Feb but when I went to book the ticket, the seats that in front of the stage (best view seat), no matter cheap or expensive, ALL SOLD OUT! how crazy is that? At the end I only able to book the seat 45degree from the stage... On the early of March, the seat was ALL SOLD OUT! Can you imagine how great S.H.E is?

Looking forward to see them soon!

I am really shock that I am sooo long time never update my blog...

I really gives a thumb up for some of my friends who actually keep on updating their blogs coz personally I think that was great! At least some times later we can actually look back what happened before...

But i really hate that when i got a lot of things to say, I won't have a chance to sit in front of the computer and start my typing... Only when I am finishing complaining everything then I forgot what I want to write on my blog... Feels terrible...

And I am a super forgetful person. Can't even remember what I wear 2 days ago...
Lately there is 1 thing happens that makes me feel very proud & happy about a girl that gets 9As 1B for her SPM. She deserves it coz I can saw she put a really hard work in it.

As for me, same old thing... Going for classes & working working working... Almost crazy here... the lectures super difficult & I even question myself why on earth that makes me to made a such stupid decision to go for study... Now i am fully suffering what i had asked for...

For the sake of my future, I have no choice but "DING ANG SIONG"

Wish me luck, I need it DESPERATELY!!! God please don't make the tiger year so "fu"

Genting Trip

My Birthday on 30th Oct 2009

Yesterday was my Birthday, a most memorable one so far!

Every year since i was born, I celebrate my Birthday with my mother. Usually she will buy a cake & eat outside. After I went to Singapore, I celebrate my birthday with my boyfriend since last year.

Last year he only bought me a "ji dan gao" and put a candle on top & i received my present SE910i very late about Dec... It was quite silly, I think nobody spent birthday like that... But still I was very happy...

When come to this year, i mean yesterday... Morning when i wake up, I hv maggie mee for breakfast, go to work with a no mood on the bus because I am still thinking of the incident happen on the bus on the day before. My bf gave me a birthday greeting makes me feel better.

Yesterday was a rainy day & i have no choice but eat inside office with my blackface collegue... My bf called & told me he was unable to hv dinner with me as his mom cooked dinner for him.

I ate dinner alone, and that feeling sucks! I hate being alone, some more when that day is my birthday! Going to night class & looked up to the sky, it is going to rain... again...

I really hate raining, it spoils my mood a lot... After class, I went home alone, walking on the street, the floor was wet and the water keeps getting in my shoes, it feels terrible... that's 1 of the reason why i hate raining... On the way home when i was on the bus, i feel really terrible... My birthday is going to end, just like that? Not even blowing a candle or what...

Then was the best thing ever happens, my bf waiting for me, prepare a whole pc abalone which was a palm size big, a nice cheese cake from bengawan solo, bird nest and a yr 94 red wine! That was fantastic! I would never even dream of that! I really felt blessed having a bf like that!

I LOVE U DEAR!

Sie Kei Alive in My Dream (21/10/09)

I attend my night class as usual...
Who is that? Is C Kei! Sitting there quietly... What happen? 2 years already & now you are here? Where have you been?
My friend told me ,"she was saved by a man"
Class ended...
We took the lift to the Ground floor & walk out from the school building... She took the metal box on the floor then run towards a guy sitting on a motorcycle (looks old & messy) & both of them went away...
I was blurred... What happen? Who is that guy? Her father or who? "Her husband" My friend said. "She is paying back his favour by saving her from drowning"
It's really weird that I saw an illustration that C Kei was stuck down at the bottom of the sea, tighten by some rope or wat... Then this old man dive down & saved her...
Then I woke up... Keep thinking this was real... Then think again... No, this was a dream! How come it feels so real?
Everytime I dream about her I felt so REAL! & she will not said even a word in my dream... What is going wrong with me?